achorda

2025 New years dump deconstructing myself as much as possible

Release date January 02, 2025

Tracklist

1
the first time i felt like i belonged
0:13
0:13
2
(with artisama) smooth things like plastic and skin and the color biege
2:05
2:05
3
the feeling of talking within a metaphorical or literal reverbed chamber of nothing
2:12
2:12
4
wishing for expectations of love
2:14
2:14
5
i made this in a call with my friend kara and it reminds me of her a lot
1:06
1:06
6
unhealthy relationships and building off of them again
1:53
1:53
7
feeling uncomfortable in any sense and trying to find names for myself that dont make me feel awful
1:36
1:36
8
loneliness and trying to dig myself deeper into it; unhealthy
3:01
3:01
9
happiness in a sense of artificiality (but not worrying about it)
0:45
0:45
10
hurt in its purest sense
1:36
1:36
11
rendition of an old song reflecting how i felt when i lost love
1:49
1:49
12
grass and things in that nature that tear me apart positively
1:13
1:13
13
sometimes i hate the french sometimes i love them
0:28
0:28
14
water droplets on spider webs and the show Sid the Science kid
1:43
1:43
15
water as well as the longing to say something in order but emotions are fine in that sense too
0:29
0:29
16
i loved evergreen by richy mitch as well as me going to montana in 2019 and nostalgia
0:47
0:47