Columbus, OH

Love Songs for the Terminally Haunted (5 Years)

Release year 2022

Tracklist

1
that which is safe
2
Tender Green
3
Understanding Healing
4
All the Things I Was Too Scared To Say
5
We Build Our Castles In the Air
6
Du Sang
7
Road To Himeji
8
But A Sound
9
An Amputation
10
The Hand That Rests On My Shoulder
11
One Day We Will No Longer Hurt
12
To Be Gentle
13
flesh and blood, bone and dream
14
If You Are Reading This
15
insurmountable
16
7/14/19
17
The Thought of Losing You Terrifies Me
18
Every Day
19
An Ardent Light
20
Ephemeral and Endless
21
Aftermath
22
You Have Left Us, But Shades of Blonde Still Remind Me of You Like Wisps of Love
23
I Was Brought To the Water By Bleak and Shimmering Bursts of Light
24
"If You Don't Like What You See When You Look In the Mirror, Don't Look / I Don't Care"
25
And I Conceded To the Incessant Noise of Flies and Insects Swarming My Body
26
I Love You and I Am Sorry
27
To Break the Thought Preemptively
28
My Skull-Sized Kingdom Closes Its Eyes To You
29
Callow and Joyous / Repurposed
30
Practicing Self-Love / Concepts in Newfound Motion
31
What Keeps Me Here When I Don't Feel Like I Am Enough To Stay
32
Static In My Head / Contributions To a Marred Mental Health
33
I Will Not Forgive You
34
Looming
35
Spiritual Pruning
36
As Long As I Am With You When It Ends
37
I Fear of Your Death and It Rips Me Apart
38
a thousand words
39
Anesthetize
40
I Think of You Every Day
41
Ghosts Lingering Within the Confines of My Head
42
The Letter "I"
43
For Claire
44
Hyperextension
45
The Depths of Our Trauma is the Well From Which We Draw Our Compassion
46
We Will Eventually Let Go
47
Exhale
48
Splintered
49
Inseperable
50
Absence
51
Inner Child
52
a moment that passes through us
53
i want to go back to where the only things that mattered were you
54
swollen memories
55
4'33"
56
desperately trying to be heard
57
the sky is pink and i am dying
58
broken chords / miasma
59
Attachment
60
I Am What I Always Was
61
Bellwether
62
Deterred Route
63
Gleaming and Gone
64
In the Middle of Everything
65
greenhug
66
Lingering In My Dreams
67
Cryptic Last Words of an Old Man
68
I Am Unafraid
69
a thousand words
70
Radiator Tubes
71
Impulses
72
Miasma
73
Hell Is Real and It Rots in My Brain
74
Wounded
75
I Will Not Go
76
I Love You and I Will Not Let Them Hurt You Anymore
77
Cinders
78
Void of Joy
79
Paralyzed
80
Confronting Defeatism
81
I Love You and I Will Never Forgive Myself
82
First Movement
83
Second Movement
84
Third Movement
85
Fourth Movement
86
Fifth Movement
87
Sixth Movement
88
Seventh Movement
89
Eighth Movement
90
Callow and Joyous
91
Losing Sight of What Keeps Me Here
92
peace be still
93
I Miss You
94
Without You, I Am Nothing
95
Sometimes
96
Without
97
Citrus Trees
98
Matylda
99
You Sound Throughout Everything
100
Love Is The Only Way Out
101
Aching
102
Ineffable
103
All the Things I Was Too Scared To Say (Live)
104
Aftermath (Live)
105
I Am Unafraid (Live)
106
If You Are Reading This (Live)
107
One Day We Will No Longer Hurt (Live)
108
That Which Is Safe (Live)
109
The Thought of Losing You Terrifies Me (Live)
110
Trauma Generation Machines
111
Life Finds a Way
112
Depths
113
Webs
114
Let Go of the Illusion That It Could Be Any Different
115
143
116
I Must Transform My Pain or I Will Only Transmit It
117
May Your Magic Comfort Me
118
Unbroken Wisps of Perseverance
119
the crevices in my head are filling with black water
120
i worship what will kill me
121
it always hurts and one day it will win
122
we are all connected and we all love you
123
greenhug
124
peace be still
125
the willow tree in our backyard
126
every time
127
i have seen you and i
128
the love i have to give will not die with me
129
How Bright You Shine
130
A Love Song for the Terminally Haunted
131
Song of Myself
132
Wisps of Love (For Nikko) (Live Bonus Track)